Letter for Father

Nowadays, I feel dat’ I get under pressure…. ya tugas…. ya rapat….. Everything seems so routine. Gw ga sampe mikir, stress gw bisa muncul di berbagai tempat.

When I was doing tutorial yesterday, I rilly rilly didn’t realize that I’d done a stupid thing. Fortunately, ga ada yg tahu seh……he he he maybe Agustine knows..kaleee

Gw ga abiz pikir, apakah sebegitunya tekanan yg ada???? Untungnya at that time, gw cuman nyanyi lg kebangsaan doank, coba klo gw nyanyi dangdut…. duh ga lucu kaleeee.

                            I slept and reamed that life was Beauty:

                            I woke and found that life was Duty:

                            Was then the dream a shadowy lie?

                            Toil on, sad heart, courageously,

                            And thou shalt find thy dream to be

                            A noonday light and truth to thee.

Hmppff, life so hard and not easy….. When I am sleeping, I get my freedom. Unfortunately, when I wake up…. my routines back to scare me. However,  I believe dat’ God never leave me and let Him lead my day without any asks…

God, I am so so sorry… Actually I know dat what U want in my life. I know u are dissapointed at me. God, let u see that I want to back…rilly…I want to back. I am eager to feel ur love…. Would U?