Who am I??

Don’t know why…nowadays, I like to find ma’ self in sublimation…..
I try to enjoy  the stars in the night and then I just talk with ma’ self, sometimes I ask Him to talk with me…. I enjoy speaking conversation with Him. In other hand, I enjoy talking with Him seriously. Everything seems to be one in my mind.
Hmpppfff……
I try to pass my burden…..
so heavy, so egoistic….
n then I start to crying…….
God..do I do everything just for ma’self??
what about the others…
Am I egoistic….Am I?
Am I do a stupid thing?…Am I?
I just trying to find something that U think it’s true.
But, don’t know why…I feel that I get stuck
I cannot think clearly…everything seems so blur
Let it pass……………………………………………………………………………………….
I’ll try to erase my memories
trying to fix ma’self
and let me pass in a clarity
then let me begin the new one
 to Cla: thanks udah nemenin feliz n ngajak feliz ke atap yah