My last holide…..

Hmmm…..dah 14 dayz, I’ve lost my lovely frendz from CoP n ma’ lovely village, Bulakdawung. Kuaaaanngennnn….pastii banget. Wendy…ma’lovely spektre n Mariko…ma lovely prend that usually accompanied me to see the stars in the night. Blum lagi, ma’ lovely children at SD. Parang I…..hikz kangen heavy nehhh. I rilly2 miz to sing a song with them and do anything that we enjoy so much. O God….. I rilly2 miz them a lot. Peliz mizz juga ngeliat shooting stars in the night. O God it’s rilly2 beautiful n awesome…. How beautiful the stars are!
Suddenly, I remembered that I seen a gorgeous shooting star in the night at July, 27, 2006 on 22.37. Gile, that was my first time to see a big shooting star….the color was blue n so bright n dissapear so fast but it was very very beautiful till I didn’t realize dat I was crying….Suddenly lagi, gw memposisikan ma’self as Adeline in The Romance of the Forest (novel yang bakal daku surgeon-nin). Ga heran she felt so peace eventhough the situations were so complicated… abiz…kerjaannya ngeliat bintang n scenery tiap hari >,<.  Hm I wish, I can see the shooting stars like this in Surabaya. But, rasanya jaranx banget…..mana bintangnya di Surabaya kliatan jauuuuuuuhhh banget. Eitz….tapi peliz musti bersyukur. Masehh mending gw bisa lives here…itu aja dah bersyukur. Hupz I’m sorry God…feliz almost in unconscious.

Satu hal yang bikin gw bener2 rindu ama Bulakdawung tuh, peliz bisa sate di rice field. Crazy…. enak banget. Sitting n enjoying the scenery while I was doing ma’ sate….hmmm gw ga bisa lupain seumur hidup gw. The sound of the water around me seemed so perfect pluz the sound of humming birds di sela-sela pematang sawah….bikin my ash won’t go away. Gw jadi nyadar, ketemu ma Tuhan tuh bisa everywhere n any situations….hadiratnya selalu ada klo kita bener2 rindu to meet Him ^_^.

Hmmm suddenly, daku jadi laper. Hikz kangen ma traditional foods mereka…jemblem, donut singkong, dodol, coto mbeeekk n perkedel singkongnya Bu Mar n cookie ketelanya. Ga heran bodi gw tambah berat….la wong makan 3 times a day pluz snack2 yang bertebaran dimana2 (dasar perut kuli neh….)

Hmmpff, suddenly I remembered this pic. It’s Wendy and me. We were teaching English lesson for children in class 1, 2 n 3. Gw jadi ngakak aja liat neh picture coz mana ada guru yg ngajar pake sandal jepitan n clana seadanya. Fortunately, the children fun fun aj tuh. I learned a lot from Wendy’s experience in being a teacher becoz in fact she is an elementary teacher. The way she could take control the children was very interesting. When there was a lit’e girl who was crying becoz she didn’t know how to draw a flower, suddenly she was smile n offered herself to draw for her n let the girl choosed one of the color pencils in Wendy’s hand. So, she could make the color to draw the flower easily. Finally, the girl stop crying n she was smile. Hm….ternyata menyenangkan banget jadi guru. Cuman bondo senyum doank atuh *_< –> duhh peliz koq pikirannya dangkal banget seh…dong dong dong…dong dong dong dong…dong.

Now, I am back to my real life…..
Many assigments bermunculan……
Deadline2 yang mengejar2 daku…..
SP…SP…. PJ…….kuliahh…..siap2 benahi proposal skripz….

Akhir2 ini gw mikir….tenyata Tuhan tuh lagi bener2 cari orang yang bener2 loyal di kondisi apapun. L O Y A L, hmm…..only 5 letters….but it’s difficult to do….

The question is…eventhough the situations are so hard, suck, uncomfortable….do I want still depend on Him….?? Do I want to keep my faith on….?? Do I want to keep my cross still standing..??

The answer is….depend on in what way we see Him ….

Sudahkah feliz…L O Y A L?!?!?