StUPiD freedom

Gile……akhir2 ini…my life goes on so fast….
I don’t realize dat time is walking so fast
If I could back to the past, I looked ma’ life so enjoyable
without any burdens (pura2 ga ngeliat burdens itu sih exactly)
I tried to go away from the reality…
Yaaap, go away….
till I dared to take this crazy thing…
I wanted to feel how the freedom was….
Then, finally I set my freedom for a while
pengen nyantei…of course
pengen eating too much….I don’t care even I will get fat (just for a while koq)
pengen ga ngerjain apa2….assignments dikerjain mepet-mepet lah
pengen ga bersi2 rumah….(kayak sering mbersihin rumah aja)
pengen tidur cepat on the cow pillow…….
pengen lari2 dari masalah……
pengen ga ketemu sapa2 (except si Kuda)
semwua gue dah lakuin perfectly dat what I want….

TILL, I REALIZED dat what had I done was CRAZY….
StUPiD….
klo kak Wulan bilang…"feliz sedang dalam masa2 kebodohan"
yap…I admitted it
I admitted dat’ gw sempet mjd orang yang foolish

Just imagine, setelah leyeh2 dari ke-relax an ini semwua…
Gw bener2 baru tahu gimana rasanya ketimpuk pot taneman, ketiban tangga n nyemplung di got pluz kesosor bebek…
C O M P L E T E…1 PAKET HeMAT

Fiuhh, I admitted dat’ people (specially me) cannot run form the reality
even we have already built strong barricade
BUT….the result for me was nothing
empty…
zero…
sebagus2nya we have already built strong barricade such as kind Lapindo has done
tetep aja ga nampung….
coz I knew actually what should I do
I know what was actually the answer
but I looked like somebody dat’ said "I cannot hear you!!!"

Now, I have to feel the risks
Semuanya jadi seperti tabrakan beruntun

First, assignment2 semua pada ngadat….
Paper, homework, SP
second, community sempet ngilang
third, my commitment sempet ngilang
en the last, baju gw ampir pada ga muat …. (gentong…gentong)

Fortunately, I still have a chance to fix all the things
Jujur, gw malah munek klo lari dari masalah
It seems there’s something misssing
yahhh..eventhough semuanya dah pada ancur coz tabrakan beruntun
I believe dat’  only Him dat’ can help me to fix the stupid things

" Freedom is not the ability to do what u want to do
Freedom is not the right to do what I want to do
It is the power to do what you should do"
                                               ~Katina Roots~

Klo sempet I feel my foolish time, now it’s time to wake up
I have to do my part n responsibble with dat’ things
For everybody who could be like me…
I just want to say: Gals…wake up!
Let’s wake up before everything will be a mass and deep
There’s always a hope in Him