Life must go on…..

    Tonight, I have just send sms to my dearest friend who is
now in the other place. When I sent this sms, suddenly my tears came out without reasons.
Actually, I never be like this before. I tried to find out why my tears came
out till I realized that "my friend was one of my precious friends that I
ever had". Leaving me without say sayonara, was kind of unfair treatment
for me. Until now… I still unaccepted what my friend has done. Suddenly, I
felt that I had lost one of the beautiful parts in my life. That’s hurt…that’s
hurt….truly…that’s hurt. If I can run to u Lord and bow down on Your feet,
I want to say "God, that hurts me so much!”

    I consider this person as my tough friend who wants to stand and struggle
together with me. The time we have spent together by serving our Lord as astor,
eating together at illegal, making silly jokes, expressing our burdens that
cannot be explain explicitly are the unforgettable moments. It’s true statement that one day  a person who we think as the
important thing in the part of our life will leave us because life must go on n
I have to accept this reality.
I just need to be ready that one day…the others could leave their pieces of
beautiful memories in my mind and heart because time must go on. We cannot hide
it or even avoid it. Tonight, I just consider this moment as the beginning of
time must go on. Just see the reality and how I can accept it as a beautiful temporary
gift from God. One thing that makes me strong is as long as my God never leave
me, I should not be worry. Everything could be lost and disappear but His love
is eternal. How I can accept and believe Him not only as a magnificent Creator
of the world, but also as Father and Friend that never at once leave me alone
is the important thing in my life and let me reflect this moment up to the
celebrate of the Easter day.   
    For u whom my friend who is now in one parts of the world, I
hope u can do maximally for your goal that God has given to u. I hope u can
enjoy it and built your city maximally. Just remind that your friend here never
stop to support u in my praying and thanks for being the unforgettable moment
in one of my memories. Lord, let me be your dandelion that U can put in anywhere without complaining about :).